SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

first of all, i just wanna wish to all my muslim friend, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..
it is so fast, one mth of fasting is gone and now we're celebrating syawal..
it's scary knowing how fast time files..
but wadever it is, i just wanna mintak maaf to everyone hu i have hurt driectly or indirectly..
1st day my family will come over to my hse as my grandparents from my mum side already passed away..
i really can't wait to meet all of them
i miss them alot more than i miss my cuz from my dad side..
i can't wait to strut in my glamourous black old skul kebaya baju..
man, i gonna look so hot..
haha, right, wishfult thinking..
well i msg roslee jus now..
and to my suprise he actually shifted hse w/o even telling me..
from bdk res just a skul away from my hse, he now shifted to macpherson..
tt's far..
it wasn't an akward situation till he told me tt " letting me go was the most stupiest thing he ever did," and he doesn't noe y his telling me all this..
and all i cud do was to blush..
like oh my god, a guy saying tt to me is like a major thing..
tt's a real man, real man are not afarid to to tell ppl abt wad their feelings are..
i feel them honoured yet malu also..
his like 1.79 and i'm like 1.53..
he's like the queitest guy i've ever met and i'm like the most noiest girl on earth..
we're like 2 worlds apart but yet somehow or rather it was nice haivng a guy like him ard..
i really dunno whr this will all end up..
me being single and hopeless vunverable to any guy tt comes along..
hope this syawal will bring new light and meaning to me..
maybe i will find or maybe i wun find someone to share my life wiht for the rest of my life..
but i wud really love to get married and have kids of my own..
but it's fine, i'll wait till loves comes find me..
and i am ready to jump in immediately..
okie la maybe not immediately but am willing to try..
gonna collect money soon, so i see ya guys ard..

p.s: send like a mail to syafiq, hope things are gonna get better

EVE OF RAYA!!

if u are bored waiting to draw out money from the atm machine, this is wad u can do..

take a picture while waiting, like the one on top..

or pretend to mend a stall till the owner says something..

well, tt's wad i did while wating to draw out money with my sister at gelyang just now..

queue was damn bloody long..

it was damn hot plus the ppl there are like u noe wad..

i met him for awhile just now..

but it was stupid..

it was the same as me not meeting him..

meet him, he smoke, talk to his friends more than he talk to me..

super waste of time i;m telling..

i was like excited to meet him and everything but it turned out tt way..

stupid, khundi..

but i shall not be upset abt all this coz tmr is HARI RAYA!!

i really can't wait for it..

it's only me and my younger collecting money this yr..

haha, ppl still think i'm in sec skul so i got more chance than ever to collect money..

tmr gonna be the longest day ever..

coz i'll be cooking and cleaning the whole entire hse, before break fast..

tired?? yes defintely but the atmosphere and feeling is so wonderful when u noe tt it is finally here.
but i think it's all worth it..

tmr i shall send mass e-cards to all my friends..

haha, i really wish i cud meet up with all my gfs..

i really miss them alot..

hope they are doing find..

i love u girls..

-peace out-

dare to dream..

i wonder wad it feels like to be a part time model..

i this sounds very random but i was just wondering..

coz i was like watching ordinary ppl having make over and have a very nice new clothes, hair and even make up done for them..

and they look totally B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.

but can this pic even pass thru the first person hu sees it..

imagine being pampered, ppl praising u and evrything is planned out for u..

haix!!

will it ever happen to me?

maybe not, just in my dreams..

speaking abt dreams..

i dreamt abt me being syafiq koyak wife last night..

wahaha..

i dreamt tt i had kids with him

2 of them

one boy, one girl..

both very handsome and pretty..

our marriage was bissful one..

there are arguments but everything else was like reality..

it felt so real but it's only a dream..

i think there's nth worng to dream abt all this but it's if u wanna make it happen or not..

but i wud love to have husband hu a has good religion back ground like him..

not too bad looking, nice muscle to touch and not tt tall for me..

good personality, charming, able to win my heart, talktative..

if tt man comes knocking on my door, i must not let him go tt easily..

i must treasure him..

k better continue dreaming and hopefully find one like him, i mean the one in my dreams..

gonna continue praying to god tt my mam will come eventually..

-peace out-

what?!?!

i think some guys are just natural born idiot..

they dun noe the difference of masing me after work or msging me during work..

damn ass la..

den wanto get angry all abt it for wad?

already said msg me after work and still can't read simple english..

but nvrmc wun let him make me angry..

well today i cook for buke..

yeah!!

and for the first time after along time tt food is finished..

they love my food tt i cooked..

i cooked mee goreng today..

if my mum says tt it's nice, it means it's really nice..

i dun believe the rest if they say it's not nice, coz some ppl just dun have tongue..

but anyways they still love it..

yeah!!

and i'm in love with this new website, PHOTOFUNIA!!

oh my god they have toe coolest things there..

u can edit ur pictures and make it look so real..

so cool, awesome..

like the pic at the top..

hehe, well i'm still counitng down the days till hari raya..

but i dunno if it's a bad or good thing abt 1st day at my hse..

it means, many ppl and also money coming in for me..

YEAH!!

but i'll be damn tired at the end of the day..

but i'm still looking forward for hari raya..

wish u guys all the bset..

peace!!

HELLO!!

yes at last i created my own blog after such a very long time..

i mena i have other but tt is just meant for me..

that is for the more personal things tt happen in my life..

only tt journal will noe wad happen..

well, me is just busy busy busy with all the preparation for hari raya..

baking kuih, cleaning the hse..

damn tiring..

but i noe all this will pay off on the eve of hari raya when the last object is placed and the house will look diff..

i can't wait for it..

i am counting till the last few hours..

life other than staying at hm and cleaning hse si turning upside down..

i just got too many things to think, handle and sort out..

but i am taking things one step at a time..

there's no need for me to rush things..

coz no point taking drastic measure and end up haitng it..

hehehe..

finally i got my own lappy, actually it was my sister's but she got herself a new mac book..

so now it's offically mine..

but prob my bro using it everyday.

annoying brother..

but tt's the whole entire point of having siblings right, it's to irritate one another..

i miss FATIN, FIZAH, SANIAH AND SEHA..

they are the nicest ppl on earth tt u can ever noe..

i can't wait for skul to start and we can also start our nonsense..

hehe..