SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

first of all, i just wanna wish to all my muslim friend, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..
it is so fast, one mth of fasting is gone and now we're celebrating syawal..
it's scary knowing how fast time files..
but wadever it is, i just wanna mintak maaf to everyone hu i have hurt driectly or indirectly..
1st day my family will come over to my hse as my grandparents from my mum side already passed away..
i really can't wait to meet all of them
i miss them alot more than i miss my cuz from my dad side..
i can't wait to strut in my glamourous black old skul kebaya baju..
man, i gonna look so hot..
haha, right, wishfult thinking..
well i msg roslee jus now..
and to my suprise he actually shifted hse w/o even telling me..
from bdk res just a skul away from my hse, he now shifted to macpherson..
tt's far..
it wasn't an akward situation till he told me tt " letting me go was the most stupiest thing he ever did," and he doesn't noe y his telling me all this..
and all i cud do was to blush..
like oh my god, a guy saying tt to me is like a major thing..
tt's a real man, real man are not afarid to to tell ppl abt wad their feelings are..
i feel them honoured yet malu also..
his like 1.79 and i'm like 1.53..
he's like the queitest guy i've ever met and i'm like the most noiest girl on earth..
we're like 2 worlds apart but yet somehow or rather it was nice haivng a guy like him ard..
i really dunno whr this will all end up..
me being single and hopeless vunverable to any guy tt comes along..
hope this syawal will bring new light and meaning to me..
maybe i will find or maybe i wun find someone to share my life wiht for the rest of my life..
but i wud really love to get married and have kids of my own..
but it's fine, i'll wait till loves comes find me..
and i am ready to jump in immediately..
okie la maybe not immediately but am willing to try..
gonna collect money soon, so i see ya guys ard..

p.s: send like a mail to syafiq, hope things are gonna get better