EMPTY!!

his back in s'pore but makes no differences to me..
like his not even msging or calling me..
the only one hu is concern abt me is brahim, afiq and falah..
they the one hu regularly ask me if i'm feeling okie, taken my medicine or ask abt my mum..
they are very sweet ppl..
i am totaly giving up hope on him..
coz like no difference if i out in amm my hopes and dreams on him..
i dun wanna think abt this anymore..
makes me feel so sad and disappointed..
but i am looking forward to meet bul on tues..
goin out on a date with him for dinner..
plus i am riding his bike..
ginna feels his abs and all..
aaaahhhhh..
he is such a hot stuff..
i hope this wud make him jealous..
hehe..
can;t wait o see bul..