IT IS SO OVER!!

finally i find out the truth on his inention..
his friend actually told me..
he said tt he only likes me as a friend..
coz i'm his "BEST FRIEND" and tt love can't be forced..
hu in the world is forcing u to be in love with me stupid..
the saddess part is tt i dun even feel so sad or upset or feel shity..
coz maybe i have gone through too many rejection and being made used off..
so now i dun even feel nth..
i just feel like myself..
happy, stress just feel me..
and i thank all u guys out there hu has made me into stronger and more independent girl tt i am today..
so now my life is back to normal..
i will continue dating more guys and pick hu is the best among the crowd..
wahahah, jahat eh..
no la i dun use guys a spare tyres like some girls wud..
well till now i'm not gonna find anyone and even if tt someone come and find me,
i wun want myself to land in the same kind of situation as i always did..
which is to be made use off or cheated or being rejected..
oh well, tt's just my very dramatic yet happening life of mine..
dun want to change any part of it even if i cud..
now it's time for let my hair down and PARTY!!
going out to study tmr and for the first time ever trying to understand cash flow..
wahahaha..



p.s: i can't totally stop myself from liking u, but i will slowly yet happily move on and continue with my life.. tt's a promise..