MELT DOWN OF MY LIFE..

I am officially at the end of my road..

i am so sick and tired of guys making use of me..

can't they see tt i just wanna have a decent r/s and have a simple life..

i dun ask for riches or wadever..

i just want u to be there for me when i need u too..

is tt too much for me to asked??

it is such a disappointment when the guy u really like is not really bothered abt u..

like u care for them so much, willing to sacrifise a few things here and there but they are nvr appreciative abt it..

den when u asked just a small favour from them, they get so worked up abt it..

AIYA MEN AH, FUCKING ATTITUDE AND ASSHOLE BIG TIME!!

so hard to find a decent man out there..

if there is, it's either their taken or gay..

let's just forget abt all this man situation..

tmr will be damn hectic day..

after lesson at 3, i nee to rush all the way to REDHILL, going to SIA MINDS centre for my video shoot for berwin final yr project..

thank god it's only 2 days and thurs no skul at all..

and i am goin to watch movie with tt swine i think..

dunno la..

so i am at my melt down..

looking at couple real life an on tv is making me feel like so fucked up abt everything..

and i even cried when i noe i am not suppose to at all..

coz it just shows tt i am weak w/o any guys..

but i noe i am a very strong girl hu can and will survive w/o any men..

when i am a very successful woman, become a somebody in the community, tt's when they all start crawling back to me and ask me to take them back..

tt's when i am just gonna say, "HAH IN UR FACE U FUCKER!"

den tt's when they gonna regret treating me like a pieces of shit and will forever be guilty for the rest of their life..

forever now u will hold ur peace, amen to tt..

yea, i'm gonna work next wk baby, at least i have some income coming in..

dun really have to depend on my mum anymore..

but i still need my monthly allowance..

oh i already crop my hari raya photo and i think i look so like an old skul minah from the 60's..