DAMN YOU!!

fuck it man..
this is so bloody annoying..
in the morning i got scolded for something very small and my mum makes it inot a big story..
normal it's my mum..
if she doesn't turn the story like as if it's gonna affect the world den it's not her..
she even threw a bloddy cup at me which borke la..
she think it doesn't hurts but it does..
just tt i dun wanna show..
no point cryn=ing or retaliating back at her..
not gonna make any difference to her..
to her, wad ever she say is always right and wadever others say is worng..
damn annoying..
but i wun let her get to me..
wadever she say is not important to me..
and you, idiotic prince masai..
bloody hell make me wait for u the whole entire night for ur stupid call..
but i just receive a stupid msg saying tt ur slpin in early..
and out of the blue, u were at msn..
telling me tt u put urself as offline just so tt this girl ur chatting with wun bother u..
ike wad the hell..
den wad am i here for?
fun? joy? laughter?
shit sia, i always lend myself in this kind of situation..
and i hate it..
tt's y i dun want to fall for a guy..
maybe wad fizah say abt me is true..
god damn it, it's bloody annoying and irritating..
i am gonna make a statement which i think every girl in this world wud agree with me which is:
"NO MATTER HOW SWEET A GUY GETS, THEY ARE JUST NATURALLY BORN IRRITATING AND THE MOST ANNOYING SPECIMENS ON EARTH!"
urgh!!
talking abt it already pisses me off..
stupid piece of shit..
i feel like killing them, but u also need them..
oh well, it's just everyone individual luck on hu gets hu..
and all u lucky ladies out there hu has find their one true love, congrats, hope u and tt guy will last forever..
but for those hu are still seeking(like me) or not thinking abt getting one just yet, all the best in ur search..
maybe i shud open an organisation for women hu has problem with their men..
they can come once or twice per wk and share their problem..
haha, den tt wud be the greatest bitching and gossiping session in the wrold..
get on all the dirts abt these mens..
but wadever it is, i still miss him..
haiz, wad a very sad pathetic story of my life..
here we go once again..



p.s: damn u asshole!!

PRINCE MASAI

i just can't stop thinking abt him..
i really dun wanna blog abt him but i can't help it..
my blog, my life, my story, my problem..
i really dun wanna get myself in the same situation as last time whereby i iike the person but he dun have tt kind of same feelings towards me..
i mean he's different from the rest..
u shud think ya all the guys same or i ended up witht he same type of guys but seriosuly he's different..
he's so sweet, sincere, kind, thoughtful and the most important thing is tt he's very respectful and honest towards me..
he doesn't hides his feeling or emotions towards me..
if he's not happy he tells me..
i really whr am i goin with him..
i dun wanna be lead on again and get myself disappointed..
i noe i'm only 19 and i still got long way to go but still i do need some one special company in my life..
i do wanna have wad the rest of the ppl other feels when they're with tt special someone.
holding their hands, getting a hug or a kiss or just simply enjoying each other presence..
i miss all that kind of feelings..
i really get tt when i was with "him"(no. 3 i think)
but with prince masai it's really different..
every moring he msg me something tt is really sweet tt wud just make my day..
nth can make me angry or upsets me..
like i wud be smiling for the rest of the day just recalling back his msges..
he's like the sweetest thing alife..
but i'm not so sure abt his feelings towards me..
i dunno wadever he says towards me is ture..
but he didn't even msg me the whole day..
i dunno wad he's up to or if he's goin cycling..
oh man, i hate to have this kind of feelings..
but wadever it is, i just wan things to go smoothly but in my life nth will ever go smoothly..
i just want to not havt his stupid loneliness kind of fellin deep down in my heart..
it sucks really big time..
even my younger cuz already has a bf or g or their own..
haiz!!
just my luck..
i'm not picky, just selective abt certains things..
is tt too much of me to ask??


p.s: i really miss him alot.. :(

POISON!!

my words are always so poison towards my family..
everything tt comes out always seems wrong towards them esp my mum..
it is prefectly fine if brother were to say to her." mama GEMUK MCM BABI!!"
but when i say abit tt got to do with brother she gets so fucing angry..
tt is so fucking lame sia..
like wad the hell..
we're ur children dun have to show to us tt u love brother more than u love us..
like we're not 2 yrs old anymore..
malas ah wanna blog abt this..
too lazy to update my blog..