MISSING YOU!!

how annoying can it be if u miss someone so bad and yet u can nvr confess it to him/her..
aiya, i dunno y but i just miss padi alot lately..
like i can't even msg him coz his pp8 is low and he is always busy with his skul..
yea, i noe poly life is not easy..
hmm, but i am upset tt he last min cancell our meeting last friday with him..
i was really looking forward to meet him and hanging and spend just a few hrs with him..
but i did ask him to go out with me this sat..
but i really dunno if he wants to..
-sob sob-
aiya, how???
i only get a chance to chat with on msn for like 5 mins..
tt is also
a very short conversation..
i only told him tt he wun look adorable if he were to cry..
haha, ya i noe it' lame but wad the hell..
den after tt done..
he needs to tutor a boy..
sigh!!
wad a bloody pathetic conversation..
i'm goin insane thinking abt him even though i told myself not oo..
must get him out of head..
i think i shall do tt by playing games onine..
tt shud keep me occupied..
hmm, i really am in no fit condition to run for my 2.4 km rum tmr..
i really am not looking forward for it..
all i noe is tt i want to go for ignite but i got no freaking idea hu is going..
if no one is going, den i think i just go for my run..
let's just see how first..
if falah doesn't returns back my calls, i shall go for my run den maybe i pop by to see the happenings..
hmm i miss my sc life..
now i feel quite bored everyday goin back hm str8 after skul..
but it's okie i'm still living..
aite, gonna play my game now..
done downloading it..



p.s: is it a sin to miss padi?