UGLY!!

i think i am the ugliest, hedious looking girl on the planet earth..
i dunno y but i just feel so ugly..
ppl keep on asking me abt the pimples on my face..
they keep on asking y is my face is so full of pimples and my mum's fae is clean..
well, i'm sorry tt i am not as pretty and clean looking like my mum..
CB SIA!!
like just stop comparing..
sorry tt my hormones ust wanna produces pimples instead of something else..
y does my face bothers ppl so much..
y not u bother abt ur own face or ur own kids..
it's my fucking face for god sakes, just let it be..
den u expect me to put on bloody fake thick make up on my face and i feel like as if i'm someone else?
like no way..
putting on make up to cover up ur impurities makes it even worst den ever..
u'll have more pimples den ever..
i dun need make up to cover all tt coz i accept tt i have pimples and not afraid to show it..
live with it..
u have pimples just live with it..
yes u may go for treatment but dun bother abt other fces..
it gets fucking annoying..
like as if ur faces nvr had pimples b4..
KNNCCB!!
and one more thing..
do i have the look of a minah?
do i?
y is it when boys hu wanna disturb m is all the mats and not those normal decent looking guys..
oh come on la.. FUCK AH
i dun even look at mat reps..
they can just jump into the pond..
i hate mats and will nvr be with a mat as a bf..
friends can but not bf..
dun think they can handle me being their gf..
ARGH FUCK AH!!
THIS IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING..
JUST GET OFF MY BACK ABT MY FACE OR EVERYTHING..
to add on to my depression, seems like all my cuz of nieces hu are way younger than i am already have a bf..
and they are like 4 to 5 yrs younger than i am..
hello i am turning 20 and still there's no one come knocking on my door..
there's just no more those special individual normal decent looking guys out there..
all the guys now must find girls with looks and body.
dun have this 2 tak pandang pun..
like fuck sia..
think wad, ur so bloody handsome tt u need girl hu are like super hot, super pretty super everything..
pls ah, look at urself in the mirror and think again if u deserve a girl hu is pretty..
even those nerds have gf or bf and me?
no one..
no one wants me coz i am just way too ugly and fat for this guys..
-SOB SOB-